#mylifesaver #bestfriend #lostwithouther #secretkeeper #iloveyou @the_real_queen_bitch
the worst feeling is pretending you dont care about something, when really its all you seem to think about…
i might not be
perfect, but i can promise i’m worth it ;& i know i might not deserve him, but he loves me, than its simply amazing ! <3
im sorry that im such a problem. im sorry that you feel i need to leave because of “the lifestyle i live.” i feel i will never be good enough for you. you make me feel like a piece of shit. you make me feel like a mistake. i hate when we fight cause you taught me how to be an adult. yes i make mistakes, i screw up, i’m not always honest, im a bitch & sometimes ungrateful…but you and i both know, you were young once and probably just the same, or worse. i feel i will never amount to anything and never be able to have you look at me and say that you are so proud of everything i’ve done and become. you judge who i date, you judge who i hang out with, you judge me. you put me down when im feeling up. you hurt my feelings when i least expect it. you cant help who you love, no one can. you can only help who your wife but you cant help who your heart falls for. i miss how close we used to be, you used to be like my best friend, now i’m just a disappointment to you and make you nothing but miserable, unhappy, nervous & pissed. i’m sorry ive been such a problem all my life.
dont worry i’ll be out of the house by January. sorry i couldnt be the daughter you always wanted. sorry i grew up and because such a problem. i love you.
i dont, i never will. i just act like i do, because its easier than admitting that
don’t call me “baby”, “babe”, or “love” unless i’m theyou’re calling that.